Im not ashamed of the things that i dream,

Im not ashamed of the things that i dream,
i find my self flirting with the verge of obscene,
and im going to the places where i can be in control...
i love myself, its not a sin,
i cannot control whats happening.

I have just discovered,
imgaination has taken over...
and the more i come to understand,
the touch of my hand"...

I don't care what people think or say,
i have come to terms with myself,
i have come to except how my mind and souls works.

What i show is an expression of my most intimate desire and dream,
i finally have control & the final say,
i know what is best for me, & i go with instinct.

I know what is like to be alone, but from that brougth strengh,
and i thank my family and friends for being there,
i took them for granted. If i take my time, & if im a little more careful,
i wont get hurt.

I just want 2 thank someone,
for being there for me when i need it the most,
you have taken a special place in my heart xxx

with love,
mrZack
son of ipswich;

Tetibe rasa bosan skrg..xtau nk wat camner lg..
bgi2 masalah dtg...rase cam penat je...
mana pegi nye semangat ku dulu..
seolah aku dah xmampu nak menanggung lg..
kehidupan ku sgt sunyi,tanpe sape2 disisi..
semua yg kuharapkan hilang begitu sj..
pelbagai cara ku hadapi,namun maseh xcukup
sia2 je ape yg ku lakukan...

Mmg aku xnmpk mcm org bermasalah...
tp didlm sudut hati ku,penuh ngan pertanyaan.
mengapa kah aku harus ku laluinye...?
sampai bile harus ku bersabar?
bilakah ia akan berakhir?
aku malu ngan semua org...mmg aku LOSER.

Aku xyakin semua ni akan berakhir...
aku xmahu kehilangan ape yg aku miliki selama ini,aku ingin memiliki kembali..
walaupun mustahil,atlease jgn seteruk ni..
mmg terduduk aku dibuat nye...
Sayang walaupun rintangn melanda,aku tetap mencintaimu sepenuh hatu...